I have always felt as though I have never belonged, regardless of whether acceptance was present, because if you cannot be perceived for who you are, be understood for who you are, it is not true acceptance.
I also somehow felt this that I am kinda odd but I thought that's probably not from the predominant tribal ethnicity of the city I grew up in and I also don't speak the predominant language. I also felt like I don't fully belong to my city because I also felt like I am already a part of another city. And so, I told myself that I can just belong to the country instead of just one city. Then I also told myself that I belong to my self wherever I go. That's my home.
« Energetic congruence » - what a perfect and superb description of the quest I’m very familiar with. Likewise the wondering whether it’s a blessing or and curse, well, it is what it is and being wired like that there no other choice than continuing the « soul cartography » relentlessly but joyfully.
In the Sufi tradition there’s a word for this space between worlds and states, an isthmus as it were: barzakh.
Please continue pour out pearls from the depths of your soul. You’re so at your place there and the resonance with « like-souled » a smashing match.
I suppose it is almost a sense of immersive attunement that is alive, in all its atmospheric wonder. Perhaps, at a deeper level, it is recognition outside of myself, the kind found within shared comfortable silence.
I also somehow felt this that I am kinda odd but I thought that's probably not from the predominant tribal ethnicity of the city I grew up in and I also don't speak the predominant language. I also felt like I don't fully belong to my city because I also felt like I am already a part of another city. And so, I told myself that I can just belong to the country instead of just one city. Then I also told myself that I belong to my self wherever I go. That's my home.
« Energetic congruence » - what a perfect and superb description of the quest I’m very familiar with. Likewise the wondering whether it’s a blessing or and curse, well, it is what it is and being wired like that there no other choice than continuing the « soul cartography » relentlessly but joyfully.
In the Sufi tradition there’s a word for this space between worlds and states, an isthmus as it were: barzakh.
Please continue pour out pearls from the depths of your soul. You’re so at your place there and the resonance with « like-souled » a smashing match.
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Thank you, Tina.
A cartographer need not have found the way yet. It is only through time spent in the wilderness that a map of any real use can be made, anyway.
I suppose it is almost a sense of immersive attunement that is alive, in all its atmospheric wonder. Perhaps, at a deeper level, it is recognition outside of myself, the kind found within shared comfortable silence.